ok, so ive now completed week 2 of 2013. and with "Project: Secret", i did ok but could have done better.
for a brief moment, i fell into an old habit, one i'm desperately trying to break & it may, in that 1 action, undone the good i did week 1. i did however REACT TO it differently than i would have usually, and it turned out ok.
it takes a second to undo a weeks worth. that is a big weight on me, because i react quickly to things and sometimes it means different things to others than it means to me.
but to undo something once its done is hard.
to undo the loss of faith someone has in me bc im "doing the same thing" or "doing it again". they dont notice the changes bc things seem the same
so week 3 starts tomorrow & i have to keep going on this project. it could mean a big change
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