With most this time being out of town, I was off balance. And a birthday. Some things have been on my mind that I've tried to deal with...
Well one last petty thing piled on top of it all & it all came out. I was back to that our of control that I've kept under control for so many weeks. That I was proud of.
I guess I start over tomorrow. There's some big things coming up & its going to be my last chance to change.